Loneliness

I feel alone and unlovable. Most of my family doesn't care much about me. They barely check up on me or talk to me. My anxiety and depression makes it even worse. I always feel excluded, rejected, and isolated from them especially during events. I'm always forgotten about, not included, and an afterthought. I've been feeling intensive loneliness for so long but it's gotten worse the past week. I feel so lost.