Looks and motivations
I hate how big I am my partner tells me I'm fine every day but I hate looking in the mirror and I never have motivation to go to the gym and when I do I find it hard and impossible to keep it up to improve i always see myself and I'm disappointed in myself. I can't even find motivation for life skills like socializing and I feel too old to do anything with my life and a mix of looks and motivation ruin my sleep and intimacy when I start to try the sudden thought of me being big and ugly ruin the mood and I end up keeping it inside my head. Ive never had therapy, I'm too poor. This is the first time Im ever putting it into the universe that I want to change I want to eat healthy and look better. I want to get stable. 23 and I feel too old to change.
@generousApple6320
You are so young.
Definitely not too late to change.
It's great your bf is so supportive.
You are not ugly at all.
But you need to feel that for yourself.
Don't pressure yourself so much.
Start to make small, daily , consistent changes until you see progress and this will build your confidence and allow you to regain fun and spark and enjoy intimacy again.
You've only one life, and you deserve to live it happily 💚
