My morals
Hello,
I had a depressive episode suddenly yesterday. I tried to find out the reasons but I could notice that it increased when I sent a foreign reel to my music band members suggesting doing the same in the reel but one of them said it may not align with our culture. I felt that I'm immature after that. I also started to feel that my morals are not good, you know a kind of exaggerative thinking manner.
I started to remind myself that this feeling of low self esteem is because of depression and it's untrue. I pushed myself forward to do behavioral activation and the result is that I woke up remembering many achievements I did yesterday and remembered the times I helped my friends and strangers which means I have good morals, and also that I have a mental illness so I shouldn't be sad for being unable to be mature more.
Thanks for reading and I hope it helps you throughout the day :)
It sounds like that moment made you question yourself a lot, but it’s really positive that you were able to step back, recognise the depressive thinking, and remind yourself of the good things you’ve done. 👏
The fact that you reflected on your actions and the ways you’ve helped others shows a lot of self-awareness and care for others. 🦋
Thank you for sharing! 💜
Thank you for sharing! 💜
