Summer time problems

I am stared to go bathing suits shopping for the summer and it is very difficult for me because I have body image issues and I’m questions my gender so I’m kind of frustrated and anxious and I don’t like myself but I don’t want this to stop me from having fun because I have a pool at home but I don’t want to surface my I am stared to go bathing suits shopping for the summer and it is very difficult for me because I have body image issues and I’m questions my gender so I’m kind of frustrated and anxious and I don’t like myself but I don’t want this to stop me from having fun because I have a pool at home but I don’t want to surface my comfort