Self-Harm Recovery Daily Check-In: Monday, March 16th, 2020
Heya everyone! Happy Monday, I hope youre all doing well with whats currently happening.
How are you feeling?
Is the covid-19 (coronavirus) or the safety measures taken by your government affecting you in any way? How are you dealing with it?
Whats on your mind?
Take good care of your amazing selves, stay safe and lots of (virtual) hugs for those who want them x
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How are you feeling?
Little better than in during the weekend, but still a bit down
Is the covid-19 (coronavirus) or the safety measures taken by your government affecting you in any way? How are you dealing with it?
Not yet, I don't have school or work right now so I'm not affected that way. And I generally don't go to restaurants or cafes so I'm not affected by those closing either
Whats on your mind?
I guess the corona virus, cause it's on the news all the time, but I'm not scared yet.
Other than that, there a guy I like, and who likes me back, on my mind 😊
@Madaraismyspiritanimal
Hey there Madara !
Im glad to hear youve been feeling better than this weekend although still a bit down, I hope that you can feel better and better days after days! Do you feel something in specific either triggered feeling not great this weekend, or triggered (in a good way this time) you feeling better now?
Yes theres so much media coverage… Its good to hear that youre not affected by all these changes! And even better to hear that the guy you like likes you back, thats such a more pleasant thing to have in mind!
Take care of yourself and thanks for checking in, its always good to hear from you!
How are you feeling?
I'm okay.
Is the covid-19 (coronavirus) or the safety measures taken by your government affecting you in any way? How are you dealing with it?
Yes, the supermarkets are empty, which sucks. My university is closed, which makes it more difficult for me to concentrate on my term paper. People at work are freaking out because we are caretakers and our clients are at risk. And now my roommate, who came back from a place with a good number of infected people, is sick. I hope it's not corona (it probably isn't), she's working on getting tested, but there's not that many tests available. I'm not scared at all for myself, but I'm worried for those at risk. I don't get sick easily, but I can still pass it on and at work I can't avoid touching and being close to people. I've decided to be more careful, not just washing my hands more regularly and avoid touching things I don't need to touch in public, but also to not go to parties and I won't invite anyone over with my roommate being sick. But my friends and I figured we'd go hiking once we're finished with out term papers, so that's one thing to look forward to at least.
Whats on your mind?
Mostly the coronavirus. These days, almost all conversations revolve around it. It's a strange time to live in.
Heya @nomourners
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Hi @LinearWaves
Thank you, I hope so to. It isn't working out very well right now, but my roommate and I plan to work side by side in order to be more productive. We are very good friends, though, and it's a little difficult to shut up and focus on studying.
As for work, I might have to work more than planned. It's a s side job and technically I won't have to work for a few weeks now, but I expect them to call me if we don't have enough staff.
Take care as well :)
@nomourners
I get you, it can be hard sometimes to study with a friend, but well, as long as we
@LinearWaves
How are you feeling?
Im feeling relatively okay.
Is the covid-19 (coronavirus) or the safety measures taken by your government affecting you in any way? How are you dealing with it?
The government recently closed down the school that I attend until mid April as a result of the outbreak.
Whats on your mind?
Right now, mostly covid 19
@Moonwaker94
Hey Moonwalker, it
Feel ok. Sleepy and nervous.
Yes. No desire to eat, stomach feels too nervous, food bland, water feels weird in mouth, brain too loud, colors too bright. Had to force body to autopilot last two days. Don't feel like forcing again today. Desperate for any kind of high.
Questions with no answers
@Lexloveslife
Heya Lex!
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@LinearWaves
I just have this uneasy feeling that something drastic will happen, like a temper tantrum from my father. I can make soup. Maybe a smoothie too. Thanks for the suggestion
Heya @LinearWaves ! Happy Monday!
I'm okay-ish,mostly tired but not really sad or anything.
There is only one confirmed case in my province and that person is in isolation, however the university I go to is stopping in-person classes after Wednesday. We're moving online next week which should be interesting. My Music History prof is using discord for her classes but the rest of my profs haven't done anything yet. The residences are also closing. I am lucky enough to live in the same city as campus but I know a few of my friends from out-of-province will have some difficulty getting home and they only have a few days to get out of res so I talked to my dad and he said that if any of them needed a place to stay then they are welcome to stay at my place until they get their travel plans sorted out.
I told my crush I liked her but now I have to get over her. I think it will be easier since we will no longer be in class together because of the shut-down but I anticipate that she'll still be on my mind a lot. She is one of the many students in residence and I worry for her safety. I am hesitant to offer her my place, however I feel that her health is more important than my feelings. I don't want to smother her, but I also want to make sure that she is okay.
Anyways, I think I will go get some pizza for lunch. Take care!
@CentreMid
Hey there Mid!
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@LinearWaves I'm slef harming again...
@brightSpring4096
Hey there! I
@LinearWaves
Our state government has decided to not have school for our safety- and it's tough for me since this was going to be my first week back in school.
@24Help1
Hey there!
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@LinearWaves
Yep online classes, thank you for checking in!
@LinearWaves
I feel, like someone, who has this flashes of how things can be, flashes of actual happiness, but still is not perfectly able to take it. But i think as long as i will continue to get support, and strenght from you, i will be allright.
It does affect me, i have basically home arrest for next 2-3 weeks, but im not complaing. It was long time since i spoke to my family so much, it may sound unfair but, that situation helps me in a way. I feel less lionely, more loved. Also, much more like i deserve to be me, and i have started to cry writing this.
What is on my mind..hmm stress i guess, still i feel suffocated a lot, and invalid, those feelings are sticking with me, doesn't matter what i do. I would love to do something without feeling like im forced to do it, and just enjoy it, but i feel like it is still far away from me, also i think a lot about my once dear friend, that i kind of abadoned, because of very very hard things i didnt deserve and wasnt ready for. I hope once i will be okay, i will reach out to her.
@Bluesparrow0
Heya! It
@LinearWaves
You are welcome i guess. Thanks for kind words and understanding. Wish you all the best.
How are you feeling?
I'm feeling okay today.
Is the covid-19 (coronavirus) or the safety measures taken by your government affecting you in any way? How are you dealing with it?
They wanna close the borders other then that they might shut down. But it doesn't bother me.
Whats on your mind?
Waiting for my doctor to call me back haha
@Goldcherry2113
Hey! It
How are you feeling? empty, void of reason or purpose, a diminutive return. I've really wanted to self harm but I can't because my mental health is of significant importance to some court stuff I'm in the middle of. I've noticed I'm taking risks I probably shouldn't but nothing bad has happened. I'm getting better off roading my motorcycle as a result. Apparently not giving a f is the same as confidence.
Is the covid-19 (coronavirus) or the safety measures taken by your government affecting you in any way? How are you dealing with it? Yes but not to much. Mostly it's my neighbors are stressed. They know I got to travel through two international airports twice in a couple days. That is if I'm not getting locked up. I guess I got a little short with them. But I already explained I already have most supplys, I have no reason to see them so I can be isolated for more than long enough they don't have to worry. And that is all assuming I'm even coming back in the next year.
Whats on your mind? If you have read you would have notested I have some legal issues pending. That is a lot of my mental effort has been spent on. Not so much on any time I might be doing but how fast people can turn on you. How much people have lied to me. How I trusted the wrong people. How I was manipulateed. How I cared for someone that would do all of that. I am so stupid. But a drowning person will cling to whatever they can grab. I just want it to be over. I don't want to think of it again. But I have to. It has wasted more than a year of my life already. Sorry for the rant.
@Flornhope
Hey there!
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@LinearWaves The feelings are my normal. I'm used to it. Anymore it only gets bad if I try and change it or think it should be otherwise. I haven't actively self harmed in over a year. I know I'm prone to high risk activities and behaviors. But I'm staying sober and not getting any disease or getting anyone pregnant. So that's good. I think that is one of the worst things I could do to someone. My neighbor is just scared. If they come around I will just pretend cough and that should keep them at bay. I'm looking forward to being done with that part of my life.
@Flornhope
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