Self-Harm Recovery Daily Check In: Thursday January 17th, 2019
Hey amazing community!!
Sorry for such a late check in! Apologies for the incovenience this causes to people. 
How are you doing today?
Imagine you're going for a coffee with someone - who do you take? Why?
Have you participated in our SHR warriors event yet? If not join on in >>HERE<<
Here's something to think about! Why do cats act so weird? Well take a look at >>THIS<< short clip to find out more!!
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@bear228 Hello, how are you?
Today is a bad day. I screwed up last night and relapsed, hard. I'm so p*$$ed at myself and why I did it. It wasn't worth it and now I just made everything harder for myself. I can be such an idiot.
I honestly can't imagine going out for coffee with anyone. I avoid family and have no friends so..can I take a dog?
I've done a few things on the list, I just don't think I'm really a familiar face so.
I always thought cats were just a little possessed myself. I had a stray show up a few weeks ago, someone must have just dropped him off. Poor guy was so skinny. So now I apparently have a cat, much to the dismay of my dogs. Need to give him a name yet.
Hope you have a good day, take care.
@mytwistedsoul
I am doing well thank you!
Oh gosh I'm so sorry to hear that, it sounds challenging but remember relapse is part of recovery and it is okay! Its about picking yourself back up and working through challenges, we will be here to support you through this! *hugs if you want them!*
Of course you can take a dog for cofee but maybe offer the dog some water? 
You don't have to be a "familiar face" it's just what the name of the badge is haha! Feel free to keep on participating to earn the badge, you deserve it!!
Oh wow that's interesting! Well *hugs to the cat* I hope you find a great name for it.
Have a good day also!! Take lots of care, I believe in you!!
@bear228 I know... Thank you
@bear228 hi!! I'm not doing too brillliantly today - i think recently a lot of things have been going on. Theres been multiple incidences where i've ended up with security or paramedics coming up to my room because my flatmates have correct suscpicians that I have attempted to take my life. Yesterday I had security (my accomodation security who also act as wellbeing officers) come up to my room, and have to wrap my arm up because I had gone too far with my self-harm. I'm fine now, but i'll sadly be left with a bunch of scars and need to have my arm wrapped for a week, and checked by a professional to check about infections. I have an appointment with my Mental Health Advisor on Monday, so i've been holding out for that - it was meant to be the monday just been but sadly i didn't confirm in time so it was delayed. I also just got an official referral through from an eating disorder specialist team in my area, as well as the care team to help manage thoughts surrounding my self harm, depression and eating disorder which should be good.
Hey @myparalleluniverse
Gosh this sounds challenging for you, that's so much to be going through. Thank you for having the strength to share this with us!! *hugs* it sounds like people are there trying to support you through this, I hope you find they help - even if it's just the smallest amount! This must be hard to accept you may/ will have scars but it's something that I believe you may be able to find a light from in the future to remember you went through a challenging time and survived. Plus if you like you get to use some of my favourite excuse I've heard people suggest for self-harm scars if peopl ask "I'm slowly transforming into a zebra" "I got attacked by an angry cheese greater" or even the best one "IT'S NOT ANY OF YOUR BUSINESS!!" 
I hope your mental health advisor is able to supprort you through your struggles. I'm glad to here you have been reffered to an orgnisation near you to support you through this
*sending lots of bear snuggles to you!*
