Please stop
Cutting is like a drug. It makes you crave for more. The longer I'm into it, the deeper the weapon slices through my body. Im addicted to the physical pain because it is more tolerable than the pain I'm feeling inside my heart. I want to stop it so badly. I don't want to hurt myself anymore but it's so hard... My addiction to blood disgusts me but I can't control myself :'(
@redchocolate
Know that you are not alone. There are many who are struggling I'm one of them. Have you considered talking to a counsellor? Feel free to share and know that you have people here who will support you.
I'm also here, please PM me if you need to talk. I'm alone in afar away country, and away from all friends and family in a cold and dark place, where even the people have icy souls. Please don;t resort to cutting, try and talk to me.