73 days
73 days self harm free but I don't think I'll make it past 100. My mom said I can get highlights if I make it til February 5th not self harming, so I'm gonna make it to then. But its just been so bad recently. I just cant do this.
@treefrog1234
I am proud of you for making it 73 days self-harm free. I know that has not been easy and life has been testing you every single day. You are strong and you are clearly a fighter.
Highlights sound like a cool motivator and I am glad you are at least going to push to stay self-harm clean until February 5th.
I am sorry to hear that things have been so bad recently. I can understand that it is hard to stay clean when things feel so heavy.
It sounds like your mother has been supportive and cares based on that she is giving you external stuff to encourage you to stay clean. I know sometimes that is not enough.
Do you want to vent more about what has been going on recently?
@Remina Not a ton is going on. I'm just overwhelmed with life
@treefrog1234
Life can be overwhelming sometimes. Do you talk about it with the people around you, like your mother? I am sorry you're so overwhelmed.