How should I stop myself.
Hi
I am 18 years old...
For the past two years life is hard on me the life i thought was full of flowers and....petals now seems so hard
That I feel like I am on a crosswalk with not knowing which direction is right ...
I thought...if I am gone Everything will be ok..
Will I ever get sucess in life the decision I am taking of ... taking a year off to prepare for an entrance exam...while trying to find myself is it wrong?
I have been...so overwhelmed to the point That I stay in bed all day...I see a blade ..and..I want to...
But...I am really scared I don't want to go being called a loser .
I really want to live....but...why is living so hard?
@gentleWatermelon8652
You are not a loser at all 💛
You are struggling and life can be difficult, not all hearts and rainbows, but still beautiful all the while 💛
And you are worth it.
Taking a year out is ok, everyone has a different timeline.
It's important to find healthy coping mechanisms and to slowly start taking consistent small steps to allow you to start feeling more like you again 💛
Am i right in taking a year out even though i know ...that the road for ...top tier 1 colleges is closed?
@gentleWatermelon8652
If you think it's too late right now and you won't get what you need, waiting is ok 💛
But I am scared....I am very scared....
I have the option to go and get admission tomorrow but I am confused...i don't know what am I actually working towards
@gentleWatermelon8652
It can be scary making any decisions, maybe going tomorrow and chatting things through and talking your options through might give you the answers that you need!
But ....i don't have time...I will have to take drop now