How should I stop myself.
Hi
I am 18 years old...
For the past two years life is hard on me the life i thought was full of flowers and....petals now seems so hard
That I feel like I am on a crosswalk with not knowing which direction is right ...
I thought...if I am gone Everything will be ok..
Will I ever get sucess in life the decision I am taking of ... taking a year off to prepare for an entrance exam...while trying to find myself is it wrong?
I have been...so overwhelmed to the point That I stay in bed all day...I see a blade ..and..I want to...
But...I am really scared I don't want to go being called a loser .
I really want to live....but...why is living so hard?
@gentleWatermelon8652
You are not a loser at all 💛
You are struggling and life can be difficult, not all hearts and rainbows, but still beautiful all the while 💛
And you are worth it.
Taking a year out is ok, everyone has a different timeline.
It's important to find healthy coping mechanisms and to slowly start taking consistent small steps to allow you to start feeling more like you again 💛
Am i right in taking a year out even though i know ...that the road for ...top tier 1 colleges is closed?
@gentleWatermelon8652
If you think it's too late right now and you won't get what you need, waiting is ok 💛
But I am scared....I am very scared....
I have the option to go and get admission tomorrow but I am confused...i don't know what am I actually working towards
@gentleWatermelon8652
It can be scary making any decisions, maybe going tomorrow and chatting things through and talking your options through might give you the answers that you need!