I have a problem yall.
I think i enjoy cutting myself too much. The longest break i had was..2 months maybe? Well at first i cutted once or twice in a month. But now i did that 5 times in 2 weeks! Usually when i'm stressed or even calm i go to bathe and before bathing i sneak a sharp object with me. I became more dissapointed with results, that i started applying things like bath salt on a fresh wound just to make it more painful. Usually when i don't get the grade i wanted or when i'm dissapointed with myself. Sometimes when i hurt myself i could feel amazing. Not guilt, no saddness just small excitement and fear of being caught. And my thoughts get more and more violent towards myself..i'm getting concerned by how thrilled it makes me feel. Because i start to crave more. I promised my mom to stop, but she forgot about it..pretty quickly.
Admitting that you have a problem is the first step. Self harm can be an addiction, and it's best to redirect these urges early rather than later.
https://www.7cups.com/self-harm/
Above is a training course we have about it, maybe helpful for you.
You can also reach out to listeners to talk about it.
@Dobby777 did you get any support on this issue. If you want, you can message me and we can talk about it.
We can talk today. When i will finnish school i will text you :) thank you for help