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charmingPine9831
June 25th
i was clean for like almost 2 months and yesterday I relapsed because of boredom and missing the feeling and now I can’t stop and I’m just scared that I’m slowly going back into that dark place that I tried so hard to get out of and also after the relapse I had a rush or sadness and anger like bawling my eyes out crying and then anger towards myself I need to talk to someone before it gets bad
pinkiepie1724
June 26th
Hey Pine - I can understand how you feel. I miss the feeling too. Please remember relapse is a part of recovery. and im proud of you for admitting you need help. Im not available for a back and forth in this thread because i am on a trip (and trying to avoid triggers) but I offer you this: you can always start over 💗