Self destruction
Welcome to the person who is full of self destruction right now! That's me! Nice to meet you! 😀 I'm really crazy and stupid. Make yourself comfy!
@amiableBunny4016 *sits with you* Hey - I don't think you're stupid. I think you're hurting 😞 I don't mean to be a pita or anything. I just see you around here and there. Guess I just want you to know someone hears you
@mytwistedsoul
@amiableBunny4016
Bunwee I don't think you are crazy or stupid :( *sits with you and soul* you are bunwee <3 not crazy, and certainly not stupid. And I know it's hard to believe that right now :( but we're to remind you buddy.
I'm here, okay? <3 We're here.
@amiableBunny4016
Hi, Bunny- nice to meet you. I really like your profile picture. Hope you feel better sometime and feel free to type out your thoughts, if you would like to share.
I'm so tired. I just have that urge to *** hurt myself but sitting in this hospital it's not that easy to do such things. I keep thinking about mom and dad even tho they *** up my life and left me here. They dont even call me anymore and even if they do call me they tell me abusive things and then shout at me. I'm tired. I don't like this anymore. I hate breathing sometimes. Mom says I'm a sinner. I don't have anyone left. Everyone left me. And I'm stuck here feeling sorry for myself. I'm sick of this hurting and constant cutting. I'm tired of staring into space and watching myself suffer. I hate everyone and everything. It just all feels so *** messed up. Every time I close my eyes all I can imagine is my parents beating me again. I'm fine. I'm done
@amiableBunny4016 Hey I just wanted to check in with you. I hope you don't mind. I'm sorry your parents are so abusive. Sounds a lot like what growing up in my house was like. I can totally understand not wanting to be in the hospital and thinking about how you'd rather be home - even though they're abusive there's comfort in the familiarity of it
@mytwistedsoul
Me? What can I say? I've been wasting tears for people who left me. I'm sorry. I don't want to be a burden on anyone. I'm fine
@amiableBunny4016 Yes you silly! 😊 Please don't be sorry - there's nothing for you to be sorry for ok? You're not a burden ❤️ I checked in on you - not because I had to or felt obligated but I wanted to and because I care - I've been where you are and - if you need a friend or someone to vent to - I'm here ok? I give you my word there's no judgement but there's no pressure either way too ok?