looking for an old post...

hi,

i remember this old post i saw here and i've been looking for it but can't find it. it was a list about facts about self harm that only self-harmers understand. idk the title or who wrote it. i remember a couple of the things on the list: at first you'll like your scars, then you start to hate them; when you shower, the water hitting your recent cuts will turn red/brown and you'll be scared that it reopened; on bad days, you'll run out of space.

i don't remember anything else about it but hopefully someone here knows and has the link to the post? unlikely i know, but i would really appreciate it.

thanks :)