News/ good news!

Hi everyone, <3

Today I actually come with good news! 

So I've been self-harming fpr abour three years and I'm currently a little over one year clean. The only person knowing about this is my mom and when she first saw it, she was really devastated, almost more than myself. But I got through this time and I didn't do it again. 

Today I'm alson with my mom in the house and since it's summer - I literally HATE summer because I will never experience it the way I did and others do so carefree - I was really struggeling with relapse because it feels so bad to hide when others don't need to. 

Anyways, here's the good news. As I said I'm alone with my mom and today I decided, since she knows, I can actually wear whatever I want. So here I am, wearing a shirt for the first time without a jacket in years. 🥹

And I'm nervous, shaking and all, but I feel kida better. ^^ I feel like change in general was so scary to me, and it still is, but improvement is the best way of change, and it is the best feeling I had in a while! 

Thanks for reading everyone and I want to remind you that you can develop like this too. It might take some time, god it took me years, but it is possible and now I feel so much better. 

Take care, everyone, I love you! ^^ 😘🫂