It's been 7 years
It's been 7 years since I last self harmed and I now can't stop thinking about it. I feel alone, not able to do anything right. The last time I tried suicide I was 18.. I am 30 now and the older I get the scarier it is to feel this. I am alone surrounded by family.
@helloBunny8360
that sounds like a lot to take on ......7 years is a good run.
are there recent reasons or stressors that have you thinking about self harm ?
18 and then 30 / these are two ages that some people have stress over..... being 18 is a age of being an adult and for some reason the decade ages example 30/ 40 etc seem to be ages people put to much emphasis on IMO ....
with items like "i am 30 now am i doing what i thought i would or have i done x, y, z " these are often unrealistic comparisons and bring feelings of what ifs and self induced pressures ..........