Introducing myself
Hi my name is Messiah I am 29 years old and I suffer from depression sometimes I feel like self-harming sometimes I feel like I'm not good enough and sometimes I feel like I'm at my lowest please do not judge me thank you
@Messiah29
Hey Messiah, welcome to 7 cups , glad to have you with us ❤
Dealing with depression , self harm thoughts and feeling like you're not enough are all so challenging to experience . So proud of you for trying to seek support for the same and rest be assured , this Is a no judgement place , you're very welcome and and appreciated here . Best wishes 🤗❤
Of course I won’t judge. I feel and react the same way when things don’t go well. I know its unhealthy but when I feel so hurt, lost, rejected etc, it is my way of saying “f— you!” To the world. It feels like I have control, bc it’s like I am saying $#$@ you, world. You hurt me, I’ll show you by hurting myself!!! Problem is I can’t seem to stop. One day it might really cause me harm to do this but then I guess we all have to go sometime and if it’s my time to go, then it’s my time to go and I won’t have to put up with the world’s bullying anymore, right? I am really hurt by something that just happened to me within the last hour, so when I made my lunch I made sure it had extra sodium, to try to hurt my heart. I don’t know I just can’t stop trying to hurt myself.