how long have you been self harm free? (possible trigger warning: SH)
I've seen this sort of thing on a couple of other sites.
It's to put your accomplishments, relapses or anything you want it to be
you could post every day if you need to or once a month, no accomplishments too small.
and if you relapse, you are strong. and you can do this.
I will try get back to as many people as I can and if you need message me on here.
if this doesn't work oh well, but id like to see it work.
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five days! not a lot compared to some, but good for me.
I have been self-harm free for 10 years.
I just hit my year and a hlaf mark of being clean. That's the longest I have been clean. I am really struggling with urges again lately, which has me frustrated as my life has gotten a million times better than it was when I decided to get clean. I get really scared that I'm going to relapse and mess it all up
The longest I've been clean was 102 nights. I broke that streak 3 days ago. I was so mad, because I had to wear band-aids to my badminton practice for no reason other than to cover up the scars. And even then, one person knew I didn't fall into a rosebush. I just hope I can beat my record before my worsening thoughts eat me alive.
1 day...i was free for 2 and a half years but then recently I've been having a tough time. I am trying really hard to stop though.
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@DampSweater dont worry, youll get there and you sound like you really care, I understand what you mean though...
75 days clean from my 11 yr self harm addiction!
274 days clean
On June 1, 2018, I will be self harm free for 7 years. I was a cutter for 13 years. on june 1st of 2011 I was in the ER for stitches and sitting there I looked at my body and I had a sick feeling in my stomach, I was covered from neck to toe with cuts of varying degrees of severity...literally. I just couldnt do it anymore, I knew I wanted to stop and I had been trying and failing again and again for a while but this was the last straw, I knew I had to stop or I was gonna end up dead. Saying that it was one of the hardest thing Ive ever had to do would be an understatement and let me just say, even now I have urges, even when using all my coping skills I know, I still have trouble but the one things that stops me at that point is that I dont want to go back to day 1.
277 days