how long have you been self harm free? (possible trigger warning: SH)
I've seen this sort of thing on a couple of other sites.
It's to put your accomplishments, relapses or anything you want it to be
you could post every day if you need to or once a month, no accomplishments too small.
and if you relapse, you are strong. and you can do this.
I will try get back to as many people as I can and if you need message me on here.
if this doesn't work oh well, but id like to see it work.
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I've been cutting for the past 3 years and am now 10 months clean, almost relapsed tonight but I've managed to stay clean ! :)
my personal best was a week. I started self-harming again last week. haven't been able to stop myself, I'm not predictive without it.
about a week and a half or 2 weeks! I still think about it everyday! I keep something in my bag just in case I have a strong urge because if I don't have that then I don't know how I would cope, I might take something I shouldn't or break down and not have my self harm to fall back on and decide to end it by taking too much meds so I'd rather have my rasor there for those times because then I don't have the risk of ending up in hospital and not dying and having to live with my parents knowing I tried to overdose so I keep a rasor in my bag and it sounds sad but it's my way of coping with being alive and it sucks
@itsmesara I nearly did it again on my lunch break but I fought the urge but now I'm back at work and really can't handle it
So far, one day clean. It
I have not self harmed in 49 days. Its frustrating though because I know I should not cut, but not a single day has gone by that I haven't craved the blade on my skin.
3 days
I went years, and then yesterday I cut myself 4 times.
@1willowwisp still doing it
@1willowwisp
At least u went years u can do it again i believe in you
@1willowwisps
Still doing it. Wish I wasn't though
Just want to say a major congrats to everyone that is trying to stop. no matter how far through you are you are still strong. keep fighting and stay strong.
5 days today. I'm a little nervous though, it's a vicious cycle. My head is getting noisy, which is making me anxious, which triggers my ocd, which pisses me off and then the fuse is lit, and something will set me off. I'll deal with the anger the wrong way, then I'll feel guilty and ashamed. And then the depression sets it and so on and so forth.
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