tw/ my life
i’ve been clean for 3 days. i s/h because i felt like i didn’t know myself and then i started panicking. i had a huge identity crisis. i felt like i wasn’t me or i’m not living for myself. i’ve been bullied + sexual abuse when i was younger and i tend to blame myself for everything. my mind gets the most horrible thoughts and it’s scary. and it’s hard when people don’t understand you much.
i also wanted to add that i use to be a horrible person. i manipulated people. i hurt someone really bad and i’m still surprised they accepted my apology. so i tend to think about that a lot. i’m sorry for oversharing.
@lollolzorah you did not overshare. i'm glad you got if off your chest. we're here for you ❤️ and remember that you're entitled to support, no matter what or who you think you are.
you’re so sweet🤍 thank you for listening i needed your kind words.
