Sunflowers at school 🌻 day 2

@calmKermit7178

Nice quote. Thanks for posting it. Life's been hard for me as I have to deal with a lot of burdens. I constantly get work from school due to advanced classes, I'm lonely and I don't have many people to love, I often hate myself, I suffer with mental health struggles (like Social Anxiety), I don't have the bestest relationship with my mother and I believe I suffer emotional and mental abuse from her + manipulation. I feel tired and less powerful as the days go by... I want to keep trying, but it's difficult. Work constantly stops me from participating in activities like those in my afterschool club. If it's not work, then it's my own stupid fear and anxiety. I cannot relax or rest, the weekend is simply too short, OR it's even busy when I have to do things. I'm not happy at school and I am not happy at home. I dwell with my negative emotions and burdens that I have. I feel anger, bitterness, and resentment towards my mother. My home doesn't FEEL like a "home" to me, or somewhere safe where I can rest and get love. I have my dad and brother, but we don't hangout too much. The world is collapsing amongst itself and I feel upset to be in this time period right now. There's so much hurt with me and other people.