School

Guys, it's been like a year still I can't forget the abuse and shame that my Tamil teacher had done to me, everytime I go to school now it turns out like a taruma , I'm literally mentaly disturbed and I'm so sick of these thoughts, the way my tamil teacher shamed me in front of class just because I took leave for 2 weeks , dude to my health condition gone worse that day..

How terrifying it was, that I didn't spoke about it to my parents because I did told my parents something about her already they didn't minded and scolded me for not being regular, but !

What's wrong with these people??? I'm just struggling so bad, the thoughts and the shame lead me to addiction and i harmed myself with blade, I'm just going crazy!!!

I just wanted that teacher to get the *** off from my memories but it sucs ! I'm overwhelmed now! It's just getting worse everyday, recently I got panic heart attacks with bad pain in chest, all because of that teacher !!!!

I can't focus on my studies at all!! What can I do ???