Sober and surviving
I have been sober 5 years now. And recently started meetings in March of 2020.
Lately since I have had my kids back in school at home and my mate playing video games all the time. And realizing how I feel like I scare people off . Is my biggest hurdle .
I just feel like everyone hates me which has put me on a terrible head space. Feeling like there is no one but walls and pages to feel and a therapist is our if my budget and insurance won't cover it . So I feel like I'm still trudging my journey alone with no one.
Today, I spoke to my sponsor.
And I'm working on finishing my third step. And taking care of me and staying in my own lane and not care if I upset people .
I need to not care what they think and only care about my thoughts . Maybe I didn't piss them off maybe they really don't hate me. But it's just my interruption of other people . Maybe it's just the way I was raised . I don't know.
I'm I'm wrong let me know
@Fallenmunchkin
I'm proud of you for deciding to stay in your own lane. It sounds like you have a great sponsor. Keep up the great work and let me know if you ever need to chat.
I would love to talk to you I’m newly sober I’ve only had 6 months and I’m trying again I want it so bad but I don’t understand what takes me back out
@quietSpruce4076
Great job at getting sober again. We all fall down in some way but the key is getting back up again. Let me know if you ever need to chat.
I would love to talk to you.
I can help explain this to you.
