Why I'm here
Done alot hurting while being a drunk. I don't think I will stop cause ive been tru all the programs and it still hasn't stoped me. At this point I think I'll probably drink myself to death since I can't seem to help myself. Ive been very depressed for a 22 year m, i have thrown my whole life away, had the career of a life time but threw it away for alcohol. Don't have any real friends like I used to before alcohol. Don't really know why I'm on here guess I can't deal anymore.
@braveWheel230 Welcome. I left you a message in case you do not see this. I have been there, when all hope is gone because of alcohol. Please do not give up, you must have posted because deep down you want to stop drinking, but it is scary to do. There is lots of support here. I am over 6 years sober now and I promise you, life is so much better without alcohol. Come up with a plan if you truly want to quit, there are many support groups out there. I believe in you:)
@LiveandLearn15 thank you very much I will definitely be trying hard this year
braveWheel230
The main thing is that you do not give uo hope. the ride will be very long but possible. I personally got control of my addiction when I started swimming and writing, find something like that. Best of luck!
@braveWheel230
You too? Wow you are not alone at all. I am the same way. Realized I messed up things that shouldn've have been due to alcohol. But let's ask ourselves why we crave the alcohol?? For me it's stress and funnily enough PMS. I finally realized after many years a certain time of month I crave it/cannot deny it. Crazy eh?
I don't really know what to do. Finally starting to figure it out. But you need to find something else that truly drives you, appeals to you, makes you passionate. I think that for me. Boredom and stress do that.
I wish you the best and hope your journey will be successful as I hope mine will be...