Battles of losing n when I should be winning
I've been trying to get clean since late 2022 .. from 2014-2017 I was hardcore into cocaine... it stopped working so I stepped up and started meth late 2017. Met my an amazing person who i married. Battled getting clean she stood by my side thru years of addiction. Black outs. Mental breakdowns. Anger. Being dope sick until I got the next fix. In 2022 after my grandma passed away unexpectedly from cancer It was finally time for me to get clean. So we moved to wyoming. There I did good for first 6 months then I fell into the same crowd and relapsed. I've officially been clean since December 5, 2024 and I feel like I just keep loosing more n more since I started this sober journey then I ever lost while I was getting high all day and all night never being home with my family
How does that work
What incentive do I even have left to not say *** this and go back to my old ways and get high...
@lonelyneuroticsquirrel307
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You got this, bro. We're here to support and listen and love you <3
Wow, thank you. I guess I always knew people were out there as support but my anxiety prevents me from opening up. I really wasn't even sure about this but the ones who has interacted has been really an ear or shall I say an eye to talk to. I appreciate you guys.. I haven't had genuine support besides from my wife since 2022 when my grandmother passed away
We are absolutely here for you! Keep posting, keep opening up, keep allowing people to love you deeply <3
I’m so sorry about your grandma :’( Wanna talk?
