I’m so depressed without cocaine

@azureTown2184

I can understand that. Depression sucks. So now you have a choice. Try to deal with the depression with a dangerous drug habit. Or try to deal with it with the long hard slog to health?

Personally I believe that depression is your body trying to tell you something is up. But discovering what that is and what to do about it is no easy task. Lots of people can attest to that.

Drugs are easier. But the consequences definitely not so easy to deal with. As you have already found out.

The choice is yours.

If you choose the route to health, my best suggestion is don't do it alone. Get support. Most people have much more success with support. Have you heard of narcotics anon?

Best wishes for a life free of both drugs and depression.