Lately ...
I've been so overwhelmed with parenting and trying to deal with my anxiety and depression that I've been wanting to feel numb again and that's by smoking pot, but when I think this way I think of my what I have to lose and that would be my kids, I've been sober for 3 years now and that's a long time for me, without relapsing. I know that every time I try to self medicate it always ends up bad, so that fear alone keeps me sober, but in my tough days I do think about it
@compassionateCar7091
You've come too far and worked too hard to go back.
You should be proud of yourself.
Parenting is not easy and you need time for yourself, to find that space, where you can unwind but in a healthier way 💖
Thank you, I've been using my love of crochet to help me unwind instead of pot, and it works along with soothing music from YouTube
@compassionateCar7091
A pleasure 💜Â
