Can’t get clean on my own
I’m having hard time stay sober for one day from meth or Cocan Or pills. I recently lost my friend to an drug od. I can’t get sober on my own
I'm so sorry for your loss. And that you're going through this. I know how hard it can be to get clean and stay clean. Especially in times of grief and sadness. How would you like to get sober, if not on your own? What is it that makes it hard for you to quit? What do you like about doing it?
one of my friends is supplying me with all the drugs even knowing I’ve asked her not to bring any over. I gave her a key before to my place for she take care of her kids. Every time I come home I got drugs in my house. I mostly get high everyday I recently end up in the er because of od. I have a hard time get a rid of it when my friend leaves it at my place
I apologize for the late response. Sounds to me like your "friend" is anything but that. A real friend would respect you enough to not bring them around you. Maybe you can try to have a serious talk with her and put your foot down about the situation. Esp since it's now more or less a life threatening situation. It's completely unfair for you to have to deal with it being so easily accessible because your friend is not respecting your wishes. Have you talked to her about how much you want to quit? Does she know about your OD? Sometimes you have to take care of yourself above all others. It's okay to remove toxic people from your life. It does get better once you're no longer surrounded by people who do not have your best interest in mind.
I have talked to my friend about it I had to go to the point of throwing her stuff out and changing my locks on my door. She knows about my od the day I od she had my phone ran her mouth to one of my friend say I od for the hell of it. That she was supply me the drugs
Thanks for sharing you are so brave. Hold onto hope..... you've got this, a day at a time
its been hard I usually get high everyday like I have been relapsing some
