Delta 8 & 10 THC vape-carts addiction

I’ve turned myself into a guinea pig.

I spent years addicted to smoking weed in its natural form but I had to move back with my family. I tried quitting because I can’t make my house smell and my family doesn’t know about it.

I discovered THC carts in vape shops. Three years later, I still can’t make it smell where I live so I only smoke these carts. They’re at least $40 each (“good” ones) and I’m going through at least 2 a week.

I can’t even afford this.

My esophagus feels like it’s being dissolved. The mucus is just permanently stuck in my airway. Air no longer goes to my straight to my lungs. I choke on air bubbles all the time when I’m not doing anything. Air/smoke gets stuck under my skin & between organs when I smoke. My neck ? When I swallow food, some pieces get stuck SOMEWHERE in my neck that isn’t my throat. I feel air go up into my head, like it’s behind my eye, or get stuck in my chest.

There have to be literal tears throughout the tissue in my body from whatever I’m inhaling from these.. I sound insane. Yet I can’t stop buying them. I can’t go 1 day without them. I’m basically just waiting to go to a regular checkup one day & be told I have throat cancer or something.

This forsaken addition makes it 100000 harder to be productive enough to afford my own place so I can better try to quit these. Yes, I’m in a ***-cycle of my own victimhood mindset.

Moral: Please, don’t touch THC vape cartridges.