I'm addicted to anything that gives me pleasure
It started with cigarettes and inhalants at 12.. progressed to alcoholism at 14. I became a frequent marijuana user at 15 experimented with shrooms and acid a bit and was introduced to Xanax at 19. I think I might have even smoked crack with the local crack head who hung around the bar I worked at when I was 21... Im addicted to a feeling of not being me. I feel trapped in my mind and emotions. Sometimes I wish I could turn it all off. Throughtout my time of abusing drugs I continued to function (work, pay bills etc.) I have been trying not to refill my prescription for Xanax. I recently quit my main income job and I am now in a hole that I'm afraid I can't get out of.. I just want to feel better. I think that's what everyone really wants
@unearthedox Welcome to the community unearth; we are happy to have you here with us. I am so sorry to hear about your struggles. How have you been coping? If you ever need to talk to someone, the listeners are here for you. You show true strength by reaching out and opening up to us.
Let us know if you have any concerns or questions about 7Cups. Feel free to also keep us updated on how you are doing whenever you wish. Best wishes; we are here for you! *sending you positive vibes* :)
Hey dear why don't u start meditation and try to spend some time with family and nature don't live alone get some hobby it make u feel good
@unearthedox
msg and talk about it
I feel your pain ❤️