Jail
My ex who has been all that is trauma, pain, heartbreak and suffering is in jail. This isn’t uncommon but after two years of not speaking, he is locked up and reaching out. My heart is his and I miss him. I hate this because I have no reason too and am so weak for this given history and all he did. I put myself through *** and allowed myself to be worthless.
i want to answer his calls
help
@tornwillow,
I know it hurts when someone that we love is in jail and he is suffering we suffer to its the worst feeling ever especially since you are stating that hes been gone almost 2 years. Not sure what type of relationship you had with him before but you can communicate with him by writing to him and also answering he’s calls. May I ask what is stopping you from answering he’s calls if he is trying to reach out to you.? You are stating that you love him and miss him so I know its really hard sometimes especially with the life we have gone through with them. But hey at the most part we are always there for each other try to answer him because you have no idea how people feel when they are in there. They feel completely alone like nobody wants them and sure they are paying a price for what they did but at the end they also deserve a second chance right. They are humans and they make mistakes to so maybe think about it and hopefully it makes you feel better.
Your response means so much thank you
We ended two years ago and I’ve been able to steer clear from him and drugs which went together really.
I love him and so much so that here I am, scared and struggling.
he is probably only calling because he needs money and I am always giving and hoping he really wants me in his future when really proposing to me was probably grooming to lead to our toxic addiction