i hate what drugs do to me

@djames03

honeslty i think its gonna take you seeing someone you care about doing it too

It sounds harsh but I was suicidal and saw that my friend overdose she survived thankfully but that was the moment o snapped out of it

You have to really want it. You have to have the desire to stop. Surround yourself with sober people get some numbers from those people and actually use them. You got this!

@djames03

I know what the feeling of defeat feels like, and it may seem there is no hope. Have you ever thought about medication assisted treatment? such as methadone, suboxone, subclade, vivitrol? the success rate for an individual suffering from substance abuse who goes on mat is substantial ! just something to think about and there is no shame to use something that helps you recover, harm reduction is important, and also every pathway in recovery is different don't ever let anyone make you feel like you're not making the right choice, you do what works for you love<3

I’m struggling pretty hard myself, I can relate to you. It’s one thing do want to stop but if your like me deep down you just can’t stop thinking about it. I’m not an expert everyone is different and usually you have to be low somewhere in life to get to the stage your at, I know I was. But it makes for a slippery slope, I’m not clean but I’m getting better, the two things that make me want to push is talking to a drug council worker, free and it just helps having someone to talk to. Gives me abit more hope. The other thing that makes me want to push to do better, is the thought of my mum and how i would do anything to protect her and I couldn’t bare for her to see what I am she’s the one who’s face I see crying at my funeral she doesn’t deserve it. Doesn’t have to be a mother but just somebody you want to do it for if it can’t be for you. Maybe bad advice sorry for the massive ramble, but these are the things that I’m doing to take little steps, stay safe, your never alone,