Help me with handling my feelings
Story time
So last night at work I do work in a library I make simple words like word excel and stuff and.a person came to my boss for help I tried my best to help him I was working on the same thing for three hours I wanted the work to be nailed and perfect I accidentally I made a technical mistake my boss didn't yell at me or something I called a friend to fix ity boss told me that our work is important cuz we help people in them workers and them private staff just I can't stop thinking how I almost destroyed my boss work.
At the end I apologised from my boss like 10 time and he accepted all but he were mad from the inside
And even the client ask for my forgiveness for making me work from 19:00-21:00
Over all with all the problems the work was 100% done
But I feel more than embarrassed my BPD destroys my head guys help me on moving on
@limegreenPomegranate4692
I'm sorry that you're feeling so bad about what happened. You wanted to give your very best and then this technical mistake happened. It would be nice if you just could turn everything back and do it again but unfortunately this is not possible. You worked hard on getting it right and everything turned out well at the end! Do you feel that your BPD seems to keep you focusing on the negative side instead of looking at the "whole picture"? Many people with BPD experience perfectionism and believe they can only be accepted when they are flawless what makes life very difficults. Does this sound familiar?