My mother, my destroyer

My mother took away everything from me. She took away my dreams. She took away my hopes. She made me quit art. I obeyed her because stupid me wanted to please her. Those aren't enough. She took away my light, my anchor, my love. She took away my friends. I'm all alone because of her. The worst part? She doesn't feel any guilt at all. As a matter of fact, she invalidates my feelings. She asked me to help her find a lender. Stupid me helped her. She used my name, and she used my friend as a guarantor because my friend wanted to help me too. My friend is my SO's sister. Now we're way past the due date and my mother's refusing to pay. My friend, my SO, and their family are being harassed by the lender and my mother isn't feeling any remorse at all. She left me hanging. She left them hanging. Now my friend and their family, are starting to hate me too. They're all that I have in this world and I'm about to lose them because of my mother. Meanwhile, my mother had the audacity to get mad after I called her out on the said loan.