Releasing myself of it all
Today I decide I am letting go of the hope, the potential, the fantasy, the delusion, the what ifs how it was, the memories , how it could have been and fully accepting the reality of it all.
Today I let go of the nostalgia, of the people who once /twice /thrice had me and didn't value you me the way I valued and cared about them.
I let go of the idea of them and missing them, I let go of the desire of wanting them back into my life.
I let go of the hope of wanting them to text back or regret losing me after all this time.
I accept the fact that I deserve better and I'm meant for better connections and encounters though I don't need them, as I am okay with or without it.
Hope anyone who has been through anything similar benefit from my random words 🙏
@Eternallizard20 👏👏 letting go of the past is not easy, so well done your a much stronger person than me. I hope your future brings you only happiness, love and great things💖 gives you a giant tiny hug 💗 thank you for writing this post 💖
Thank you for your kind and supportive wishes, wishing you a lovely future as well, full of blessings 💚
@Eternallizard20 💖💖💖
@Eternallizard20 if you feel you deserve better friends- it's only a matter of time and life will bless you with them. I dropped some friends too and it brought me a lot of peace and the door to better company opened up in time...
Glad to hear that, wishing you all the best and thank you for your reply 🙏
@Eternallizard20 your words remind me of a definition I once heard , "Forgiveness is giving up all hope of a better past". It's very liberating when we're able to jettison what we've long since outgrown, it's good to hear that you're moving towards finding that place of peace within.
Love the quote, and it's very true thank you for your kind words 💚
@Eternallizard20 Around age 36 I was going through a very hard time trying to juggle lots of stuff, feeling overwhelmed, and nearing mental collapse my dad said "You need to learn to let go." It's taken a long while, a year of CBT and I'll never be perfect at it but I understand better and am better at letting go of stuff and have a better understanding of why some things are harder to let go than others. That's not a baby step your taking but a big step forward. Gratz and keep growing.
That's amazing to hear , letting go is not an easy practice, and thank you for your inspiring words 💚