Trauma Support Check-in: May 31 - June 1, 2021
Hello everyone!
We have reached the end of May and are close to the beginning of summer! It's only 20 days away. 
Let's reflect on how this month went for you.
Feel free to answer any of the check-in questions.
🌱 How are you doing today?
🌱 What went well for you in May?
🌱 What is one thing you are looking forward to in June?
🌱 What is your favorite song right now?
I hope you all have a wonderful beginning of your week. I look forward to hearing from you all! 
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HI there @fairyava, thank you for posting the topic for us.
🌱 How are you doing today? Fair today. Was triggered today. Had normal CPTSD stuff, but, got some nice help. 
Have had some other DID and CPTSD stuff going on more today. Been doing my best to be there for others and try to be happy and not let anyone know how bad some of it really is. Want to be good and there for others more.
🌱 What went well for you in May? Can't remember lots of May, sorry. Do remember I had some therapy sessions, tried to help some people, went to some community group discussions, might have had some Dr. appointments I think. I know I do in beg of June for sure.
🌱 What is one thing you are looking forward to in June? making progress both medically and psychologically
🌱 What is your favorite song right now? One Fine Day --an older song from late 60's--early 70's
Hi @fairyava
Some of my alters have been here with me today and some are here now. We all want to say that we are sorry that some of us and Amy can not remembrer some things from what has been happening lately. Some things have been rough and triggering and it has been kinda hard on most of us, except for Kirk. He is watching over us all. We also have been very worried about lots and scared of some things that we have been supposed to face. we do not want to talk anymore bye bye
🌱 How are you doing today?
I feel so stressed. I am nervous with everyone and want to fire one of my research partners because he is taking advantage of my effort and never working, and he gets the praise of our university professors while I get nothing but stress, exhausting effort, and a constant sense of failure. I decided to take a break by reading the four parts of Elena Ferrante's novel "My Amazing Girlfriend". When I started reading Part Two, "The Tale of a New Name," I couldn't stand the amount of anger that filled me as I moved through its pages. I trusted the heroine who tells the story by imagining myself in her place, but she continues to submit to her evil friend who is jealous of her because she did not complete her education, while the heroine who narrates continues her education and does not stop reading, but does not become a housewife and submits to a rich and fat husband like her evil friend. This evil friend steals the childhood love of the heroine who narrates the novel and betrays her husband with him. Indeed, the heroine cannot help but love the evil friend and the love of her childhood, although the love of her childhood exploits her to reach her evil friend. The heroine also because of that, she hurt herself because she lost her virginity with the father of her childhood love who did not hesitate to betray his wife. I am tired psychologically and do not know whether to continue the novel until I get to the fourth part, or to stop causing myself to disappointment. Do I expel my partner in the study or cancel the registration of the subject I am with him in spite of my research efforts, or do I ignore it? I don't know anything anymore and I'm so depressed.
🌱 What went well for you in May?
I can't remember.
🌱 What is one thing you are looking forward to in June?
To succeed in Master architecture subjects.
🌱 What is your favorite song right now?
Je suis malade Dalida
I don’t even know where to start. There’s so much at once.
@fairyava, Hi!
🌱 How are you doing today?
Chilling around instead of doing school work. HAHAHA
🌱 What went well for you in May?
Nowadays, I have watched plenty of episodes of anime with my brother and cartoons with my mother. I think my relationship with them is a bit better than before.
🌱 What is one thing you are looking forward to in June?
I would rather not look forward to something unless it's about a video game. Things might go differently from what I want. Hahaha.
🌱 What is your favorite song right now?
I like a song named Period. I found that song while watching an anime series called Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood with my brother. The song is catchy.