Traumatic Experiences Community Daily Check-in Thursday 3rd May 2018
Hello lovely trauma family
Here we are three days into a new month and the fifth month of the year.. welcome May!
"New month, new day, new chapter, new page, new wishes. Welcome May."
"For last months words belong to last months language and next months words await another voice." T.S. Eliot.
"Though no one can go back and make a brand new start, anyone can start from now and make a brand new ending."
"A new month is like a blank book. The pen is in your hands. Its your chance to write a beautiful story for yourself. Happy New Month."
How is your day going ? What are your hopes for the new month? Or pop in to say hi! You are most welcome here. This is your space and a safe place.x
Heya rozie!
My goals for this month are mostly becoming the best forum supporter ever haha!
But in personal life, my big goal is to build my friendship and trust back up with one of my friends.
How are you doing today Rozie? Wishing you a lovely day!
@Hope3729
Heya Hope!
I'm doing well tahnks. Its been a warm sunny autumn day here.. my favourite time of the year.Love having you here as a Forum Supporter, so go for it. An dhoping it works out with your friend too. x
@rozie
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@rozie Hello
How is your day going? I have decided that although I feel sad and a little bit unwell from medicine, it is not going to stop me. I will finish my book and then school this afternoon. So I had a little cry when mommy went to work but that is allowed, it is just me expressing things. I just have to believe in myself a little more and try to be more confident.
What are your hopes for the new month? This month I am going to get much better at chemistry even if I have to do it through osmosis, sticking the book on me. I am also going to swim wall to wall by myself, not the swallow end to the deep end the from side to other side. Maybe I will try be less grumpy but I cannot make any promises. Also I will try to learn to whistle but that up to my face not me, I will have a try.
Hope that is not too much,
Ame
@AmalieAnne
Hi Ame, good to have you here with us. All the best with those goals.. have you broken them down into smaller steps so you can measure your progress. Hope the osmosis works for chemistry... that's not an easy subject. And the swimming sounds like a good challenge.
Have a good day! x
@rozie Yesterday was ok, I kind of maybe did not have much confidence when I got to school (only go for afternoons on Thrusdays) but I got a little more as I got used to it. The two subjects I cannot do are that silly chemistry and biology because it is gross. I am not sure osmosis works on people but I will try. It is not like I have to rush myself because I am ahead by maybe a lot. So I have time. As for being less grumpy and learning to whistle maybe they are not realistic. I will try the swimming challlenge tomorrow (I might use the float thing under my tummy area though just in case).
Have a lovely weekend Rozie and thank you for talking to me. It is nice weather here in Canada (my part) and granddad says it is nice weather in the UK (his part), it is nice weather in Spain mostly. So if I hope you enjoy the weather where you are, it is perfect duck feeding weather. That is just a suggestion.
I just found out that we are moving house. I think I'm mostly happy about it, although I will have to settle the littles into a new environment.
I'm really hoping I can declutter the house before I move, I feel like I want a fresh start, like a reboot and refresh. Feeling like things have got out of control here, am praying that won't happen in the new place but I know it might LOL.
@LifeIsMyCanvas
That is really exciting! I have moved a couple times and I always hope I will be more organized in the next house. Who knows, someday, lol
Hope it will be a fun and peaceful experience for all of you 
My day is going alright. I'm really tired from staying up late last night and being on my feet at work all day but I got to eat lunch with my sister and tonight I get to go see a movie with my brother <3
I don't know about hopes for this month... I guess I hope that winter is *finally* over and we won't have any more ice storms (the last one is still less than 3 weeks ago)
Hi Rozie
My day has been ok. I had an appointment with the mental health worker, he was very kind and understanding.
This month I hope to practise self care more, and be kinder to myself.
Love and hugs to all
@rozie Hi! I dont feel as low but I feel incredibly anxious about so much. I cant get any homework done and we have a group project in ELA due next week that is worth 90% of our grade and I have so much to do on it. Then, summer and high school is approaching, and I'll be all alone with nothing to occupy me which I think is quite dangerous for me. I ALSO DON'T WANT TO GO TO HIGH SCHOOL! Idk how I'll survive, especially without the couple of my old teachers supporting me there. The good news tho is that at least I can still go back maybe every month or so to visit them. Thank u for your patience and time. :)
P.s. love and hugs to all
WOW more validation from a cardiologist of what might be going on. He gave me nitro to try and sent info to GI DR and PCP Dr. Asked me how come no one has helped in the GI/PCP dept with all these GI issues and I really couldn't answer that question for him.
@DanaMHH
Really glad to hear that you're getting this support now. x
This month is starting awful. Betrayal hits me ppl i thouggt i could trust and it only the begining of wat they doing. I cant see any new ending cause wat gonna happen is gonna hurt alot of ppl and it all my fault.
Found someone to drive me to my old eye dr in about a month which is 2.5 hours away. I can't wait to see him since my eyes are hurting so bad. Been pouring all sorts of drops in them hoping to get the pain to go away. Didn't know how many prescriptions and non prescription eye drops there were until my appts.
