Traumatic Experiences Community Daily Check-in Thursday 5th July 2018

Just a hi

@rozie

I've been a bit quiet around here lately, but this is sth I gotta say I guess... I am grateful for the people here, yeah Kite, I also mean the trauma community 😜, perhaps a bit of the rest of cups, well, just for having the idea of this thing here...

I am grateful for my friends here, I'd love to tell sth about each of you, well, I'm grateful for being trusted and for being able to trust, you all mean f*** much too me 💖

I am grateful for this place, for a safe space when everything else seems to break, this is still here... I'm grateful for being allowed to write here whatever I feel like writing and that I'm allowed to be silent and still feel like I belong here...

I am grateful for my man, who's an idiot and just a complete dork sometimes, ok, mostly, but I still love him, no matter what...

I am grateful for my little one, who just loves and trusts me, even if I don't have anything to give but my love...

Sending out some *hugs* 💕

Hi Rozie

I am grateful for my partner, he puts up with me and all of my problems.

I am struggling today. Everything is so overwhelming. I overreact to things and I am struggling to control myself. I had a memory come back to me when I was in town, it was not nice. I haven't thought about the person in a few years and as I walked past a place where he had controlled me everything came back. I just want to crawl into a hole. I feel so stupid for letting him have control over me.

A nicer thing is that I bought some new shorts and the DVD of Brave.

Love and hugs

I'm grateful for the surprise blessings like meeting awesome people at powwow this week and getting to dance. I'm grateful for having support, and I'm grateful for the good memories that remind me not all memories are painful ones