Broken life
It's still hard to process, and most days, it's hard to even hold it together. I still haven't found anyone with even a little bit of understanding. I am a victim of child pornography, with the rolls of film taken by my father. This all has come out because he was arrested last May for possession and transportation of child pornography. I'm broken. Shattered. Angry. Shameful. Shame. Shame. SHAME.
Do other survivors of this remain silent? Or is it that many people don't know they're victims? I don't know. I have a pretty loose support system, so it's mostly just me trying big to navigate life (physically) with my boyfriend, but mentally and emotionally alone.
@rebbiedtd
Thank you for sharing. It sounds like you are having a really tough time . I'm sorry for all that you have been through. You didnt deserve that.
How do you cope on a daily basis feeling the way that you do with all that shame?
You say you have a loose support system, but feel mentally and emotionally alone, do you want to tell me a bit more about that?
I am a verified listener here so feel free to message me or reply to this post, whichever you think will be the most useful.
take care
paul
It's still hard to process, and most days, it's hard to even hold it together. I still haven't found anyone with even a little bit of understanding. I am a victim of child pornography, with the rolls of film taken by my father. This all has come out be
Do other survivors of this remain silent? Or is it that many people don't know they're victims? I don't know. I have a pretty loose support system, so it's mostly just me trying big to navigate life (physically) with my boyfriend, but mentally and emotionally alone.
