Ever since I was 10, my parents became mentally and sometimes physically abusive, especially my mom. Though many times it is my fault but they don't understand me. This morning I was in deep sleep. She said she woke me up at 9 am but I can't remember. An hour later she barged into my room yell, calling me names and reminding me how much of a disgust I am. Both my parents had to go out to work which means I'm alone and need to be downstairs. She cussed at me slammed the door. I'm 16 now but I have no where to go. I overdosed once in school. They sent me to a hospital and see a psychiatrist. I never told her about my parents. I'm afraid it will cycle back to the school counselors incident. I told these things to my school counselors before. They called my parents and things got worse. My mom always yell at me ' why do I have to tell people about her as if she's a bad person.'

I talked to my friends before but it didn't help. I don't want to sit my parents down and talk either. The psychiatrist gave me Zolft and this panic attack pill. It's been a year now, nothing's changed. It cost a crap load for nothing