My story
My life hasn't been easy at all, but I've had supportive loved ones so that's all that matters. My parents divorced when I was 4 and everyday since then I've been praying that they get back together but my dad has had other girls and my mom has been married for 9 years. It upsets me all the time knowing they aren't together , my moms husband is abusive , sexually and physically so I don't live with her , that's a long story but I moved in with my dad and he realized he didn't want me anymore and now I'm living with my aunt. I'm currently suffering from depression, anxiety, PTSD, and bipolar.. It's definitely not easy, people ask me all the time if I could would I take my mental illnesses away? Honestly I don't know , it'd be great to live without them but then again they only make me stronger right ?
Exactly! I suffer from some health conditions as well, and I definitely think that they bring you strength, and make you a stronger person. You may not have been able to attain this inner fortitude, otherwise.
I can certainly relate.
here's a song i give to everyone who's ever crossed my life, to anyone who I have loved but still got less than what they couldve deserved from me.
im sorry but please stay
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I can definitely relate to wondering if you'd take your mental illnesses away. Because of course the first instinct is "YES, YES PLEASE, help me to live a normal life!! I can't live this way anymore!" But then you get the impression that you've lived so long this way, who will you be if you were "normal"? It's a kind of scary thought...
It's absolutely awful that you have to live with your aunt, I'm sorry. Hopefully she's supportive of you?
