Rape
I’m 17 presently and I was raped by my uncle when I was in grade 4 and I keep having flashbacks of what happened. I feel disgusted by myself but I can’t really remember all the details but it has stopped me from doing anything sexual for the past years. I don’t know if it is just me but it’s starting to affect my sense of judgment when it comes to things like this and it scares me a lot
Really sorry you are going through this.
I was about the same age when a cousin molested me and my mom chose to not understood that something was seriously wrong because it might make her look bad as a parent. I'm 44 now, and am asking you to trust me in this (not easy, I know, cause I've been there) please get some professional help. I've spent 3/4 of my life trying to push through things on my own, and have only recently worked up the courage to actually face the problem. Don't be like me and waste so much of your life in self-doubt, stuck in bad situations because of poor self esteem from these issues.
