Reaching Out with a Guilty Conscience..

@gjsiri I can imagine how hard it must be to figure out what you're supposed to do, it's really hard dealing with emotional abuse. Remember that the feelings of guilt are part of what it is, it's how your manipulator makes you fixed and staying with them. It's really hard to cope with and I hope you will be able to heal and grow in time. Remember 7cups is here for you, stay strong <3 You are important to. Remember that when making your final decision - think about yourself, and not what your manipulator has forced into your mind.

For years, since I was 5, I have always dealt with emotional abuse. I never saw it as that, I just thought thats how it was in life. But, here I am now, many, many years later. I am reaching out to leave my mother, the person I care so dearly about. I am currently staying with my Grandmother, but... Now what? I am asking for her to get custody over me, but, she knows how my mother is.. and I have such a guilty conscience. I feel, as if, she will think I hate her, or that I am just being a cry baby because "I got my feelings hurt".

I really would enjoy someones advice. feel free to respond or shoot me a message, even.. Thank you.

I understand.