Why my name?
Being 33 yes old, I have been having daily nightmares for the past 20 yrs. From the age of 7 I was bullied, but the real abuse didn't start til my parents divorced and I was manipulated into staying with my mother. Since 2001, I have been bullied, molested, raped (even as an adult), bullied, forced to do things I don't want to do, and stalked while sleeping. 90% of my life, I'm suicidal, but the other 10% that keeps me alive is my father only....not my therapy, not the program I'm in or the medication I'm on. But yet, what I want to accomplish or happen, is the wrong thing to everyone because they can't comprehend everything I have and still deal with.
I just want to talk the pain out and maybe share my poems.
We are glad you have found this site Insomniac ^^ There are many people here with similar traumatic backgrounds and experiences. Please feel free to share your experiences with us in the chatrooms and support rooms if it will lessen your burden. We are happy to listen and support you in whatever way we can.
Hold steadfast to your goals. This is your life. Trust in your path. No one can take it from you.
Wishing you all the best ~
CatsInTheCradle
Thanks....you are a godsend. See I have nightmares all based on my past childhood and adulthood rape and molestation events. Then sometimes I have nightmares that come with a future warning that always prove true!