emotional abuse.
I have been in an abusive relationship for almost 4 years. The past few months we have "broken up" and "gotten back together" numerous times. We recently ended it, presumably for good, and I'm a wreck. I don't know why. I don't miss being called a cunt and a bitch and being told how disgusting and unattractive and undesirable I am. I don't miss having money stolen from me. I don't miss any of it, but god I miss him. I don't know what to do with myself. I come home to an empty apartment every day and I just cry. No one wants to spend time with me, I have no one to help me through this. I feel completely hopeless and I have nowhere to go
I went through something similar though mine lasted a year...and I recently stopped any contact with him....n though I hated him most of the time I really miss him...its like even though he was a jerk what I felt at some point was real...and also I had gotten really used to him...n at the end of the day he was a part of my life....so I guess its okay to miss some1...u just need to dwell on something different n distract itself with a hobby or anything at all for a while...it ll take time and its gonna suck for a while but u will eventually move on :) And if it helps think of everything that u didn't miss and think of it back in ur life...that helped me cuz I was repulsed every time I thought of the bad stuff n missing him kinda faded a bit..I hope I helped..
When I was 20 years old, I dated this guy .. he made me feel like I was the most beautiful thing on the earth .. after we got serious, he became a total different person. I know what you are talking about. Now I am 29, but it's always haunting me .. I am cold, unable to express my feelings, and it's as though I wear a shield. I trust no one. I am married as well, but hostile with my husband. I hope you address this soon sweetheart so you do not end up like me. You are a great person and do not deserve a guy like that .. but when we are young, we never look at the whole picture.
