im remembering stuff again.
hello! my name is yackie. i am a survivor of being sexually abused when i was younger. i’m currently 16 and have been doing great. i was doing well at pushing any flashbacks away but i can’t seem to do that anymore. i think about what they did to me and it makes me feel disgusting. i can’t even have my boyfriend touch me because i end up feeling uncomfortable. i want to move away from these thoughts but my mind forces them into me. i don’t know why they returned.
@Yackiese Hi yackie. You should be proud of yourself for posting and having the strength to share what is going on for you right now.
I am glad to hear that you have been doing great and that you had learnt a way to push those flashbacks away.
So sorry that things seem to have changed recently, I just wanted to make sure you know that you didn't deserve what happened to you.
I cant even imagine how difficult those thoughts must be when they come and its hardly surprising that you feel uncomfortable at times.
When you say that you want to move away from those thoughts. how do you think that you might be able to start that?
Take care
paul
Hey yackiese..I m a rape survivor too..I know its too hard for us to live a life like a normal person personally for me..I past years I tried so hard to not get any flashback n forget everything what happened to me..but its not that easy..you Know it's too hard sometimes I hate my own body my own body parts..I m trying very hard to forget everything n move on... I can feel your pain..but I wish you emotional n mental recovery..n don't mind my English I m not native speaker.
