story time

soi'ma nineteen year old male from the united states,and up until i was ten my father molested me and beat me, i didn't know it was wrong cause i mean it was my dad i thought that was how parents showed affection, needless to say i grew up realized that wasn't ok then i got really upset and angry and hurt and depressed cause of all that and my so called "friends" weren't anyhelp, they harrassed me all the time cause they knew i had a temper and thought it was funny to get me all angry and watch me throw a fit. in seventh grade i was admitted to a behavior health center for threatening to shoot up the school and kill myself. ninth grade to my senior year i was harrassed for being gay even though i'm a straight male they also found out about my father and people we saying i liked what he did to me. i was forced to drop out of highschool my senior year due to a mix up in the system, my moms not a good mom anymore i don't look at her like a mom more like a room mate that pays most of the bills, my sister is the only family memberi like that lives near me. my friend told me about this site and i thought i'd give it a shot. i still suffer from a lot of anxiety, night terrors, panic attacks, depression, and bipolar dissorderso i think an unbiased opinion here and there would be lovely.