Be in the moment
Tell the woman I love, how much she means to me.
@lindsay74 do it... It's worth it
@Watchitburn23
She's complicated, hides her emotions. I think she has had a bad experience in the past with men. Whenever she does open to she sees my reaction and withdraws in fear. I can't risk hurting her and losing her friendship
Merry Christmas. Basically im a depressed motherfuckker
Have a friend over....
I went for a walk in the woods
I could sleep all day to escape the incessant pain of my lonely pathetic existence
I had to work this afternoon. I always pass homeless people coming in.. Today I packed small lunch bags to pass out to anyone standing with their sign -I gave out one with a "Merry Christmas". I am blessed to be healthy and have a good job.
One thing I can do today to experience more joy is calling or texting someone I haven't spoken to in awhile.
probably play with my dogs
Relax

