About me

I lost my parents when I was 4 years old and my mom left me when I was in grade 3As a small girl studying in grade 3 I didn't know what anxiety was and and how could I heal from everything I used to cry alone covering my face with blanket so noone could see me crying and when my friend's parents came to visit them I used to feel alone lonely and used to cry in bathroom at day time still I said nothing yo anyone because I had noone close with whom I could share these things once In a holiday I went to my father's sister place and her son touched me in bad way with wrong intention when I was in grade 5 I couldn't speak a word about it to anyone I suffered it all alone because these are the things you tell your parents as a child Gradually time passed I had everything except the emotional support that I wanted I am now growing older and they want me to leave the house I still have not completed my bachelors I don't know how and where will I stay now and how will I complete my studies I have 6 months remaining and I wanted to move abroad and study and work there but now I neither have money nor I have place to stay I don't know what should I do I am feeling helpless and I am not seeing any options remaining