About me

Trigger warning: will mention sexual grooming, SH and suicide

Hi. i am 12 years old. And i was sexually groomed by my stepbrother. He would constantly touch me and grab me. And now i am paranoid and on edge. I cant stand touch. Im scared he will find me since he knows where i live. I self harm alot to cope. Feeling like thats all i can control in my *** life. I have tried to die several times. I already have a death date and everything. On how and when and who i will text and what i will say. He started when i was 11 and he was 16. Now i am 12 and he is 17. I share his birthday so im not safe on one of the happiest